We all ought to teach that way

Well, I have had a short talk with the supervisor at our Home school. I explained that I do what is required by the state using the standards....And that text book teaching something I can not do, not that I didn't try I did. SHE THOUGHT THAT WAS PRETTY GOOD.she said," We all ought to teach that way."After sharing on matters experinced at church from Savvy's heart, as we talked she ask you Lord to give my daughter a special friend. My dear Lord, I felt after seeing Savvy at school on Thurs., we are there for a reason...and Thank you ,Lord for providing a special friend for Savvy this week ..Wow and a Good one at that...Sunday we hear giggles and laughter through out the house...Like music to my ears. School is moving a long and Savvy is doing somethings on her own...pretty cool

I John 1:5 God is light, and in him there is no darkness at all. Lord, I feel like darkness is out there sucking me dry...I know you are the Light but I am not getting it a 100 o/o

I have a huge, piece of sand that is being made into a pearl....(I pray)Public Education for the alternative learner, Just dose not happen.....Or for that matter for the child that is acting how God created them to be. Savvy and Myself learn best by hearing and doing....Instructions on the written page....just doesn't do anything for us....When we read we read something other that what is written(LOL) like almost everytime.....Our brains do not stay where the written page leads....we have vivid imaginations.....So to be ask too recall details of the literal.....it always comes with new or created stuff that counts for a F oposed to A's.....My fight has been to reclaim my worth...I found it as a child of the one and olny pure Loving God......I have fifthy one years of grief....because my style of learning was Bad and not valued....My Child is blessed to be homeschooled.. But because of my self debt and mistrust in myself we are signed in at a public School as a independent study......MY BAD.....I want to teach Savvy in the best way I can...I fear my wholes in my education will short change my child and fear enters in...(repent) Lord there is no lack in you ..just limits in me.....I what to be free to be your vesel to do what is right for Savvy and our family at large. Lord please direct my path and fill my hert and mind in Christ rather than in past crisis (left fron the residue of my hurtful past......Free Savvy from my pain Let her creat her own(LOL) Build us to be the Godly women you desidn us to be.....Thanks Lord your the Best......Now we are off to Svvy first ever Upwards baskeyball game at our mother church......Lord we need you more now than ever Dyslexia means wrong way or wrong direction ...I want to call upon you to lead Savvy in the your direction with out grief...nerves, and lack of trust needs to be replace with faith and trust let it be so this beautiful Saturday that you have made AMAN.

I think I am ready to start posting.....One thing if you are a follower you must learn to decode a dyslexic writer....May the Lord bless you with the insight to figure me out.... I want to use this blog to extract that which is hindering me, so I can be filled with God's Holy Words, once more by the Lord's doing.

So Now for the diary of a Homeducator,power packed with life chalanges and issues wanting to do the best I can so My Lord can undo the stuff i plant in my kid that encourages her/I to sin against our Lord, so the input will grow holy and spiritually fruitful . Not damaged and prideful or spoiled...It will contain venting, misunderstandings, redirection, reorganizing thoughts to regroup, reground and reclaim any thing that the enemy has messed with and announce it back to the Lord., in repentance reflection and reunite.... thank you sweet Jesus for this safe haven to be raw, real and revealing so I can reunite with my first Love Jesus Okay try # 1